Pain I release you

Disappointment you are not my friend

There is never any joy associated with stolen love, from one that belongs to another

What was I thinking?

Was I really willing to deviate from a chosen path by listening to the hiss of a disguised serpent?

This serpent spoke gentle, kind, sweet words and directed his attention to me when I needed it most, continuously luring me into a trap, and like "Alice in Wonderland" I fell, so far and deep that I never realized my emotions, heart and physical body were being broken. 

Now that I have fallen to the bottom of the pit, where is he? He has slivered off, hiding in the bushes awaiting  his next prey. 

Here I sit confused, broken and emotionally drained, my first love comes to rescue me, HE comes to the bottom of the pit and pulls me up, offering me HIS protection, hiding me in HIS arms. Forgiving me for ever leaving HIS side. HE is the true gentleman, the One whose love will never change. My Warrior, who will fight my battles. 

To the serpent, your tail will soon be crushed and your head cut-off. 

I have created a bucket list of things I would like to do, places I want to visit and goals I plan to accomplish.

1. Travel to London, Switzerland, Amsterdam
2. Finish writing my novel
3. Attempt to live stress free

What happens when you have a job where you constantly do your best and you are never appreciated. Whenever you come home you are always feeling ill, stressed out. I have made a conscious decision to let this job go. It is becoming a health hazard for me. I will keep you posted. I know that something better is around the corner. Now of course, I will make sure I have another job. I will keep you posted!